‘Thunder Perfect Mind’

 

‘I was sent forth from the power,
and I have come to those who reflect upon me,

Do not be ignorant of me anywhere or any time.
Be on your guard!
Do not be ignorant of me.

For I am the first and the last.
I am the honored one and the scorned one.
I am the whore and the holy one.
I am the wife and the virgin.
I am the mother and the daughter…

I am the silence that is incomprehensible
and the idea whose remembrance is frequent.
I am the voice whose sound is manifold
and the word whose appearance is multiple.
I am the utterance of my name…

For I am knowledge and ignorance.
I am shame and boldness.
I am shameless; I am ashamed.
I am strength and I am fear.
I am war and peace.
Give heed to me…

I am compassionate and I am cruel.
Be on your guard!

Do not hate my obedience
and do not love my self-control.
In my weakness, do not forsake me,
and do not be afraid of my power…

But I am she who exists in all fears
and strength in trembling.
I am she who is weak,
and I am well in a pleasant place.
I am senseless and I am wise…

I am godless,
and I am the one whose God is great.
I am the one whom you have reflected upon,
and you have scorned me.

I am unlearned,
and they learn from me.
I am the one that you have despised,
and you reflect upon me…

I am control and the uncontrollable.
I am the union and the dissolution.
I am the abiding and I am the dissolution.
I am the one below,
and they come up to me.
I am the judgment and the acquittal…

I am sinless,
and the root of sin derives from me.
I am lust in (outward) appearance,
and interior self-control exists within me…

For I am the one who alone exists,
and I have no one who will judge me.

For many are the pleasant forms
which exist in numerous sins,
and incontinencies,
and disgraceful passions,
and fleeting pleasures,
which (men) embrace until they become sober
and go up to their resting place.

And they will find me there,
and they will live,
and they will not die again.’

 

Selected excerpts from ‘Thunder, Perfect Mind’, a Christian Gnostic Text Translated by George W. MacRae and members of the Coptic Gnostic Library.